Today, it turns out, marks a very special day, and I feel really bad, because I don't really have time to remember my Dad the way I want to. Even though I know God has not removed my dad completely from my life, I often --especially this year, have really missed seeing him, and just all the temporal things that are equated with a father daughter relationship. I miss the hugs, and I miss his jokes, and sometimes I just find myself yearning for his words of comfort through this season of growth in my life.
I know though, that my dad is still with me. That he is one of my angels who watch my life carefully, and surround me when things are especially hard. God loves each of us, and I know with all my heart, that He gives us each a relationship with those that have passed on, and that I still can have my dad's love and support as I live my life. I have felt my dad around me, and I know that no matter what, his love for me can endure time. Because love does not end, this is just a very temporary trial, and in the end I will have joy if I endure well.
The reality of the Atonement of my Savior Jesus Christ, is so real right now, as I concentrate on finals, and strive to do all the things that are necessary for my life, the gifts I have been given by my loving Heavenly Father are more pronounced, and my ability to love others is strengthened. I felt the still, small voice testify to me of the things that I needed to hear at this time.
The Father's Plan of Salvation is real, we will be happy at the end of this life. We have much to hope for, and I am striving to never forget that. :)
God doesn't take who we love away from us; He's just borrowing them for a while. Your dad is still around you every day of your life, and I know he's proud of you :-)
ReplyDeleteJust hold on to those positive thoughts and the knowledge we have of the atonement. You'll feel sadness during this life, but in the end you'll have so much joy!
I love you!!
I don't know how I just saw this but I love you too! :)
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